Feeling Poetic

Not sure what to write, but started anyway thinking what is good for me, pursuing and going after what I am not interested in just because others are going after. No, i don't think so, why shouldn't i do what i like.
It's my life and i can do what ever i like.

I read a couple of blogs from my friends today including couple of stories , poems, articles etc. and I got highly motivated. I always liked writing but I am not sure why I have been pushing this hobby away. I always thought first read and lets be a man (i.e. earn a handsome salary) and love what you do. Now when I have got that , why should i run faster (if I am satisfied with my pace).

I am always satisfied with very small things, thinking there are people who don't get even this. Am I wrong to be satisfied? I don't thinks so. I have time to pursue my hobby, that's a good thing.

In general and also literally I like to walk slow, that way I notice the minute details people tend to often miss. I feel consistency and constant attitude is better than to just rush to things. I am very patient and feel that patience can earn you many things you never imagined. People always rush for things as if its the end of life. But I feel differently, I think let it pass there will be something else if not this, life is full of opportunity and if one passed another will come. But that does not mean I would completely neglect the first one, i will try to utilize and hone it but wouldn't die for it (i.e. to make so much effort that if it were not possible, i will go under depression).

I have always had conflicts and adjustments problems with the surroundings because people are generally impatient and like to see quick results as if the life will run out and they miss out the beauty of the life.
  
This all may seem philosophical but its how i feel everyday, and it applies to day to day and also literally. Sometimes I tend to confused at my thoughts and these are some serious stuff which can't be discussed with general friend.

So i think it's better to do what you feel good about rather that making yourself available for other even when you aren't enjoying any of it (and may be neither are they). So there is hardly any point in doing what you don't feel good about. I will try to be regular now. :P:D

Updating myself

Hi all

Many things have changed, I am writing a blog after a long (very long) gap, Few major changes in my life would be getting a job, moving to Bangalore and taking up the responsibility for my family. Pretty cool Huh..!!

What was on my mind these times..Started writing a book, or at least thought of and believe me wrote a paragraph (I need some compliment...i don't care if you disagree) and yeah what's always on my mind (girls ...lots of them).

Recently Saw a Play "Bikhre Bimb" enacted by a sole actor Arundhati Nag, She is a marvelous actor.

And for sure i loved it. I have always been fascinated with literature. Observing myself, and things around us I feel that the subject for a simple or a complex story could be the life (the human beings) itself. Each person has a beautiful story to tell , obviously it needs a pretty narration. There are so many threads and small details in life that we often tend to miss them in this fast life.


 I have the nasty habit of noticing people, how they react to things and thinking what must be going on in their mind at that particular time. And this makes me take valid guesses about some one's personalities and behavior.  I am good at approaching people and convincing them what i want to (At least i feel so..what's wrong in bragging :) .

Did you wonder why did i put the picture of a Sudoku cube above, Because life is like a cube if you know how to arrange pieces it looks beautiful otherwise you are gonna spend a lot of time sorting it out.

This update is long enough and i promise myself for the next update pretty soon. 

Atheist vs Luck

Hi friends

I went around in my head several times to write on this topic. You would wonder why this topic, its because i have 2 conflicting ideologies within me and they both convince me that they are right in their own perspective.

I am atheist that is i hardly believe in existence of God. In answer to questions like how is everything in the order i always think that there is always a stabilization phase in every aspect and order comes automatically. I think people need God to soothe themselves, they need some kind of idol (which doesn't speak) to speak their heart and confess for the guilts they have done. Also God creates a notion in the society that there is good and evil i.e. people think once before committing any crime but again this doesn't stop people from committing them.

Here comes my second ideology i believe everything happens for a reason. Whenever something bad happens i convince myself that there is good coming my way. You should accept whatever comes your way and not frown over it. This is completely how i feel. Its not that you should do nothing about any failures you face, you must try to remove your shortcomings and rest assured success will come your way one way or the other.
 Please feel free to comment.