Not sure what to write, but started anyway thinking what is good for me, pursuing and going after what I am not interested in just because others are going after. No, i don't think so, why shouldn't i do what i like.
It's my life and i can do what ever i like.
I read a couple of blogs from my friends today including couple of stories , poems, articles etc. and I got highly motivated. I always liked writing but I am not sure why I have been pushing this hobby away. I always thought first read and lets be a man (i.e. earn a handsome salary) and love what you do. Now when I have got that , why should i run faster (if I am satisfied with my pace).
I am always satisfied with very small things, thinking there are people who don't get even this. Am I wrong to be satisfied? I don't thinks so. I have time to pursue my hobby, that's a good thing.
In general and also literally I like to walk slow, that way I notice the minute details people tend to often miss. I feel consistency and constant attitude is better than to just rush to things. I am very patient and feel that patience can earn you many things you never imagined. People always rush for things as if its the end of life. But I feel differently, I think let it pass there will be something else if not this, life is full of opportunity and if one passed another will come. But that does not mean I would completely neglect the first one, i will try to utilize and hone it but wouldn't die for it (i.e. to make so much effort that if it were not possible, i will go under depression).
I have always had conflicts and adjustments problems with the surroundings because people are generally impatient and like to see quick results as if the life will run out and they miss out the beauty of the life.
This all may seem philosophical but its how i feel everyday, and it applies to day to day and also literally. Sometimes I tend to confused at my thoughts and these are some serious stuff which can't be discussed with general friend.
So i think it's better to do what you feel good about rather that making yourself available for other even when you aren't enjoying any of it (and may be neither are they). So there is hardly any point in doing what you don't feel good about. I will try to be regular now. :P:D